Tuesday, May 20, 2008
going to holidays le .YEY
our class going to have chalet or BBQ on 16 ,17 ,18 still don know when and where ye .we still decide where to go and when lor . but i think not wan lor because my class malay guys only know how to use their mouth conform don know have ma lor . i really so wish to go lor but i know don so 期望 because i still have not ask my parents and one more reason also the malay guys and some of the chinese guys lor .
i not say all is they all i really scare is because of my parents lor . hai don know see how first lor . i think i will tell my parents after they have conform have chalet or BBQ lor . But i only know we need to pay $5 lor . hai don know la .
now i get nag by my mother again everytime like that wan she don know anything then nag nag nag . hate her like that lor . my famliy really make me wan to commit sucide lor . i cannot take it le . stress need me to get in to the top 10 lor . how can i do it top 10 lei . can die wan lor . i so wish i now still in pri 1,2,3 lor no stress . so happy on those days lor ... now also happy but got stress lor and y i got one pri sch sis , need to teach her lor . stress lor . i really cannot take it le . if u all never saw me mean i die le . jkjk mean i sick le la . really very sick wan . not fake sick are .
now i feel like i'm extra and no people believe me lor . i say is true lor . li mei u see rayner also say i ugly lor . not only rayner say lor all the guys also think lor . my father there side also say i ugly lor . i also feel that lor . in the siao siao i'm the ugly wan lor . :(
