Tuesday, April 01, 2008
today is April fool lor ... today i was happy because i wan to forget about the sad thing lor ... i today keep on sms to some of my friend and i also sms Jie Sheng Kor lor and also tell Li Mei to sms him lor ... and tell them tat i wan commit sucide lor ... and now then i know tat he really don care about me lor ... all my friend don believe lor ... only Jie Sheng Kor believe ... he really thought tat i commit sucide because him lor ... hahas y must i commit sucide because of him lor ... i now then know so many people care about me lor ... because i tell them about i wan to commit sucide they will tell me don die la ... lor ... and i today have tell jing hui they all wat have happen to me and also got scold by them lor...
I really wan to SAY SORRY TO MY KOR LOR ... LET HIM SO WORRIED OF ME WILL GO COMMIT SUCIDE LOR ... SORRY KOR ... hahas ... but i really cannot forget him la ... if i really remember wat had happen on tat day i really wan to cut my wrist agina lor ... but i da yin all of them tat i will not cut wan ... but i really wan to ... how how how ... i really wan to die la ... this is not april fool lor ... it true wan ... this few days i keep on wan to cry lor ... but i cannot cry in front of my parents and Li mei they all there lor ... i don know wat can don now lor ... only i can do wan is cut my wrist lor ... i really wish all siao siao will not saw this or they will scold me le ... i now really feel like wan to die now lor ... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE LOR ... and now still got the stupid IT lor ... all teacher wan to put me and Lee cheng to P and VP lor only for IT Club ... and Lee cheng ask the sec 2 ava they will choose who then they say me be P then Lee cheng be VP lor ... FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN LOR ... the some of the sec 3 choose LC be P then i be VP ... then jun bang choose me to be P sia ... FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN LOR ... now still got one more to fan hai sian lor ... die more good lor ... nth to FAN and stress for ... die good for me ... now i still cut my wrist lor ... it pain but not pain then my heart broke ma ...
