Thursday, April 24, 2008
yey !!!
today i give back my hp le ... =)
and in the morning li mei and shan told me tat they not going le lor ...
then i got little bit sad lor ...
but after tat i found out tat they are going and just now is lying to me lor ...
hahas
and today really sorry for siao siao lor ...
because i say wan to study wan but because of my mother then they don go study ...
SORRY SIAO SIAO ...and also need to thanks them or going with me to take my hp ...
THANKS SIAO SIAO ...i feel like today very funny lor ...
and we have take alots of pic lor ...
i need to tell jo tat i only wan to remember him ...
then i put his name in my bluetooth name ...
谢谢 siao siao 陪我去拿我的 hp 今天 ... =) thanks siao siao for going with me to take my hp today ...
Monday, April 21, 2008
To : Siao Siao =)
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO SIAO SIAO ...
THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME
WHEN I WAS SAD AND HAPPY ...
THIS FEW DAYS I HAVE DO SOMETHING STUPID TO LET U GUYS SO WORRIED REALLY SORRY ...
I LOVE U GUYS ... >3333
KEEP IN TOUCH 4EVER =)
I WILL REMEMBER THIS DATE
20/04/07 WAN 4EVER REMEMBER ...
I REALLY WAN TO THANKS U GUYS ALOT ALOT ...
just now i went with Li Mei and Ting besties to repair my hp at IMM there lor ...
when we giving our no. and wait for te no. to call is quite fast and fun we keep on joke at there...
and i don know whose are using the phone lor ... because all is li mei bestie tell them wan lor ... =)
Thanks LIMEI BESTIE
and when we are going back we went to buy watermelon juice lor .
the watermelon juice quite nice .
and on the MRT i feel i'm flying lor ...
because all people keep on push me and i flying out from the MRT lor ...
really must thanks li mei and ting besties for going with me to repair my hp ...
THANKS LIMEI AND TING BESTIES =)
I WAS SO HAPPY HAPPY ... AND IT WAS FUN MAN ...
OMG WHO WAN TO GO WITH ME ON THURSDAY TO TAKE MY HP ???(REPLY ME IN SCHOOL OR IN MY TAGBOX)
i today in class very hyper lor ... keep on laugh ...
i also don know y i keep on laugh lor ...
laugh and laugh ...
i going to be crazy le la ...
because of he lor ...
i don know y keep on wan to sms him and wan to listen to his voice lor ...
crazy crazy le la ...
ahyo i have nth to say le la ...
i really miss him ...
but i will not do stupid thing le ...
I GOT A GOOD NEWS ...
THE GOOD NEWS IS I NOT AVA VP LE ...
YEY YEY !!!
I VERY HAPPY LOR BUT NO TEACHER TELL ME LOR ...
BUT I DON KNOW TO ASK BECAUSE IF I ASK LATER TEACHER SAY NO I STILL AVA VP ... I CONFORM WAN TO DIE WAN ... NOBODY RESPECT ME Y I MUST DO AVA VP LEI ... I HATE TO BE AVA VP ...
Thursday, April 17, 2008
yesterday and monday i kena detention with siaosiao lor ...
that not good lor ... siao siao got MC sia still kena i not happy sia ... but i was happy lor because at there is fun lor ...
this few days i feel very sian lor ...
i also don know Y lor ...
and i got good news to say ...
the good news is i have forget the thing that he hurt me ...
and i never think of him le ...
but yesterday suddenly i think of him ...
and now i only know that now my heart only have him and no wan can replace him le ...
he is the only one that i really love and really cannot forget wan ... if i can sms him and he will not hurt me i will tell him that he is the only one that i really love one person so much and also not so easy to forget ... and no wan will replace him wan ... i really wan to tell him this lor but i cannot tell him or he will hurt me again lor ...
i really need to thanks li mei this few days help me to forget him by keep on sms with me and talk about other thing that can make me forget him ...
THANKS LI MEI BESTIE ... =Pomg my hp spoit again lor ...
sad sia tomorrow i need to go to jurong there to repair my hp ...
and tomorrow still need to go CDAC more sian ...
conform go there nth to do only got thing to eat and talking lor ...
but at there i very happy lor ...
i also don know lor ...
and today during science lesson i found put that i really got stress until i also don know sia ...
now i will not care about ava and it le ... i will to care about my study and N'level le ...
and this sunday is siao siao birthday ... i don know can go ma have not ask my mother ...
i really scare that my mother say cannot lor ... i really wan to go out with u all siao siao but because of my mother i cannot go ... if i really cannot go i need to say this to siao siao , SORRY SIAO SIAO THAT I CANNOT GO OUT WITH U ALL ... I KNOW I EVERYTIME LIKE THAT WAN BUT I NOT ME DON WAN TO GO IS MY MOTHER NOT ME ... :( REALLY SORRY SIAO SIAO
BE HAPPY ... :)
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JING HUI HAOREN ...
I WAN TO SING HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONGS
BUT I DON DARE TO SING TO HER LOR ...
I WISH HER EVERYDAY WILL HAPPY AND HER WISH WILL COME TURE ... =P
Thursday, April 03, 2008
today i really very stress lor ...
got maths and science test lor ...
and still got rehearsal lor ...
and luck i pass my science test lor ...
and i get 21/25 same with li mei...
i so luck when english lesson i learn or i comform fail wan lor ...
and today rehearsal i keep on run up and down and get scold by teacher lor ...
and today i luck don became blind lor ; because of the sport light lor ...
and the stupid edmond don come and all teacher must scold him wan lor ...
because he is AVA P lei ... y i must help him to get scold by teacher lor ...
i today still got think of him lor...
i also don know lor ... when i listen to the band playing the songs then i remember wan lor ... =(
i too tried today le lor ... some more yesterday night i don sleep lor ... because keep on think of him lor ... next time then post ...
I NOW PROMISE I WILL NOT THINK ABOUT CUTTING MY WRIST LE ...
I NEED TO MAKE MYSELF MORE HAPPY ... AND HAPPY ...
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
today i become mad girl le ... keep on think of wan to cut my wrist again lor ... and make siao siao so worried of me ... and i today also too hyper and make some of the malay girl worried too ... i really sorry ... and i also know tat u all care about me but i really cannot forget about tat thing la ... i really cannot la ... i really wan to die le la ... now if got anything make my fan i will think of cutting my wrist now lor ... i don know when i become so stupid lor ... y must do all this stupid thing lor ... i don know la ... i really like him le la ... i cannot forget le la ... HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW ... kor help ... li mei help ... jing hui help ... shan help ... ting help ... angela help ... xin yi help ... si yi help la... i wan to die lei la ... i don know y i become like this lor ... Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y LA...
WO JIU YAO BECOME SIAO GIRL LEI LE LA ...
HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP LA ... I WAN TO DIE LE LA ...
i think i must listen to siao siao and jie sheng kor tat forget him la ... forget him forget him ...
LI MEI REALLY SORRY SORRY ... TODAY I REALLY DON WISH TO SAY THIS KIND OF WORD WAN ... I REALLY FEEL TAT HE DON CARE ME LE ... Y MUST I CARE SO MUCH JUST WAN TO FORGET HIM THEN I WILL DO THIS WAN LOR ... AND I ALSO DON WAN TO LET SOMEONE KNOW ABOUT THIS LOR ... AND LET HIM TO MAKE ME HAPPY AND I ALSO DON WAN TO LET HIM SAY CAN WE STEAD MA LOR ... I NOW REALLY DON WISH TAT LOR ... I REALLY SCARE TO LET ANYGUY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DYING AGINA LOR ... I REALLY WAN TO CRY LA ... Y I CANNOT CRY OUT LA ...
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
today is April fool lor ... today i was happy because i wan to forget about the sad thing lor ... i today keep on sms to some of my friend and i also sms Jie Sheng Kor lor and also tell Li Mei to sms him lor ... and tell them tat i wan commit sucide lor ... and now then i know tat he really don care about me lor ... all my friend don believe lor ... only Jie Sheng Kor believe ... he really thought tat i commit sucide because him lor ... hahas y must i commit sucide because of him lor ... i now then know so many people care about me lor ... because i tell them about i wan to commit sucide they will tell me don die la ... lor ... and i today have tell jing hui they all wat have happen to me and also got scold by them lor...
I really wan to SAY SORRY TO MY KOR LOR ... LET HIM SO WORRIED OF ME WILL GO COMMIT SUCIDE LOR ... SORRY KOR ... hahas ... but i really cannot forget him la ... if i really remember wat had happen on tat day i really wan to cut my wrist agina lor ... but i da yin all of them tat i will not cut wan ... but i really wan to ... how how how ... i really wan to die la ... this is not april fool lor ... it true wan ... this few days i keep on wan to cry lor ... but i cannot cry in front of my parents and Li mei they all there lor ... i don know wat can don now lor ... only i can do wan is cut my wrist lor ... i really wish all siao siao will not saw this or they will scold me le ... i now really feel like wan to die now lor ... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE LOR ... and now still got the stupid IT lor ... all teacher wan to put me and Lee cheng to P and VP lor only for IT Club ... and Lee cheng ask the sec 2 ava they will choose who then they say me be P then Lee cheng be VP lor ... FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN LOR ... the some of the sec 3 choose LC be P then i be VP ... then jun bang choose me to be P sia ... FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN LOR ... now still got one more to fan hai sian lor ... die more good lor ... nth to FAN and stress for ... die good for me ... now i still cut my wrist lor ... it pain but not pain then my heart broke ma ...
