Monday, March 31, 2008
yesterday got something happen to me lor ...
and i don know y i cry for the stupid people lor ...
and i cry for more then 5 hours then i stop crying lor ...
it like tat ...
in the early morning i wake up (around 10) , then i on my hp then i saw tat he sms me lor ...
and say some word tat can make me cry lor ... and some more many thing i don wan to type it out lor ... and i really wan to die now ... die die die ... now then i know yesterday i very stupid lor ... and u know wat i do to my wrist ... i go and take sharp thing and cut my wrist lor ... and also got think wan to commit sucide lor ... i don know y i think like tat lor ... i think i really cannot forget him lor ... and i really need to say sorry to li mei lor ... beacuse i keep on tell her to help me to tell him all the thing tat i wan to him and don dare lor ... and he keep on sms li mei lor ... and i think li mei will feel he very fan lor ...
SORRY LI MEI AND THANKS FOR HELP ME ...Because Li Mei have help me alot lor ... if don have li mei de support or i comform will go commit sucide wan lor ... Li mei is my really best friend lor ... and li mei don anyhow think hor ... and also i don dare to tell jinghui they all about this lor ... i don know wan to tell them ma lor ... FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN FAN LOR ... wan to die now la ... DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE LOR ...
Friday, March 14, 2008
Sian left 2 more days then reopen school le ... :(
Ahyo tomorrow going birdpark to work ... :(
Don know he tomorrow got work ma ...
I don know wan or don wan sms and ask him tomorrow got work ma lei ...
If i ask he don reply how ... Don know la ...
See how tomorrow lor ... If tomorrow he got work i happy and sad if he don work i also sad and happy lor ...
OMG today got CDAC tuition sian la ... Don know wan to go ma lei ... hei hei ...
Sian tomorrow got work then still don know he got work ma ... + tonight got tuition sian ...
I now really now to stuy hard le ... because i have fail many subject sia ... all my subject have but only maths and EOA don down ... sian ...