I back le ...long time don blog lei ...

Now I not the last time de everyday smile wan le ... Now I am everyday sad wan lor ... Keep on think about him cannot sleep all because of him ...He really make me wan to die now lei ... I don know if I saw him I will do wat to him lei ... I really scare I will not talk to him and my mother or the aunties will think happen to us y suddenly don talk to each other lei... Then I ask jo if he work with us (li mei , jo , aiting , yuan ting & me) how ??? She said as normal but I think I cannot be as normal ... Who I ask how all will said as normal lor ... How to be as normal ??? And this friday he will work with us (li mei , jo , aiting , yuan ting & me) lei but now I and he is friends now ... kk I will try to be as normal like joke with him , talk to him ...